DO YOU SEE ME?
Sometimes I’m too little to
explain what’s going on with me. The pain I feel, the confusion, the betrayal. At
times I tried to tell you, but you misunderstood me. Maybe you didn’t believe
me or is it you didn’t want to believe that? I don’t like it when you leave me
alone with them and no, I don’t want them to babysit me or make me go for a
trip to the store with them. I trusted them and looked up to them, or did you
bring them into our family thinking YOU trusted them? It’s not fair I can’t
hurt them the way they hurt me, so I hide. No one can protect me from this
monster, so I hide. Even when I pretend to be invisible they find me. I tell them I don’t
like it, but they ignore me. I wish someone would help me, SEE ME! I’m not the
same happy child I used to be, don’t you see? I cry when I’m by myself because I
don’t know what to do. I pray, Lord, please make the monster stop.
I’m a little older now, and they
still find me. Not as much anymore, but they still hurt me. I wish you could
see what I see. Please look closer, they pretend well. They said if I told
anyone, especially you, that I would get in trouble. They even said they would
hurt you. So I kept silent. I don’t feel good about what’s going on. What did I
do to deserve this? Is anyone else going through this? Are my friends? I don’t
want to tell them because they might not like me, so again, I keep silent. My grades
are slipping, and I don’t care about how I look. The worse I look and the more
clothes I put on, maybe they’ll leave me alone. I’m running away the first
chance I get because I don’t feel safe here. I’m getting high or drunk the
first time it’s offered, to help me

to forget. You couldn’t protect me, or you didn’t care. Don’t you see?

Very nice sister love you and praying that God move through you in all of your writing.
ReplyDeleteVery nice sister love you and praying that God move through you in all of your writing.
ReplyDeleteThis is a very powerful message and I really hope that it touches a lot of people and will open up people's eyes to see the evilness that is going on in this world so hopefully this message will let someone know that no matter what they've been through in their life they will be ok
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